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Name: AbBy
Birthday: 2/24/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Climbing out of his chair to fix the T.V. glare is a man but no one knows he's there. It's a Dramamine dream that kept them alive but lost. She's got her plastic friends and a brand new Benz and she laughs, "Hell, sometimes life ain't fair" It's a comic book crush that got them nowhere. And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode? Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze? I'm amazed, than I let go. Little minds let little pain burn big old dreams with little flames, and you don't think I understand. Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling, if they do, it's because you want to land.
Expertise: having a blast with my friends...JM CF DH AM CF AM MC JB FR <3
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Sunday, August 08, 2004

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The Police - Greatest Hits
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The X-Games have been insane, despite the fact they took out inline street- mother fuckers. At Woodward Dyanna and I chilled with Ryan Guettler all week and then to see him compete was quite the suprise, such a sexy Australian biker boy. Its also made me think alot. Skating is fun as all hell, and going somewhere with it would be amazing. I hope dy and I can go to some of the parks in the city soon, considering how we've mastered everything at the doylestown skatepark, righttttt? ha.

Anyways...I think tonight was possibly the first night of the summer I spent at home. I watched a show highlighting gymnastics, its history and the upcoming 2004 Olympic team. I miss the sport but at the same time I have no regrets that I quit, go figure. Pissed I'll be in a foreign country lacking cable tv while the Olympics are aired though...

Leaving for BonAire Tuesday night. ( 4 AM Wednesday to be exact...dammmnn) Waking up on time will be a task in itself, but the fact that im flying to Jamaica by myself and then to Venezuala is kinda scary. Im pretty sure I can handle it though, despite the fact that my parents are treating me like a 7 year old.. " dont let old men lure you away from groups of people.. dont accept candy or any food from strangers...keep your clothes on. " wtf? okay, so I threw that last one in there. But, yes.. say a prayer for my well-being or atleast set up a search party when I'm abducted, kapeesh? In any case if all goes as planned, I should be coming home the 18th, only to leave the 20th for 4 days of cheer-camp  hell.

I'm glad I've been hanging with my friends a lot more lately. April got her license, its sweet. Her and ash are in NC right now, hope you guys have fun. Cait works a lot but we did have quite the fun time when we worked out at Cornerstone, lol boy oh boy. Martissa and I enjoy listening to boys fight.. Danielle is home ; ) and jess and faith are my straight up niggers as usual.

I want to go to college in Canada. random, yes? but appealing.

and yet another bit of randomness...convo with gregory himself:

kickTMNTass (11:07:27 PM): i feel your pain.
kickTMNTass (11:07:32 PM): rick touched us all.
ImTheRealDeal99 (11:08:36 PM): he was the ultimate-super freak, theres a place in my heart for a man like that..
kickTMNTass (11:09:11 PM): i have set my life goal to commemorting his soul and imortalizing his kinky ingenuity
kickTMNTass (11:09:16 PM): after college of course
ImTheRealDeal99 (11:10:29 PM): oh yes-education comes first, thats what rick would say...
kickTMNTass (11:10:41 PM): education and crack.
ImTheRealDeal99 (11:10:57 PM): and having dirty ass dreads.
kickTMNTass (11:11:06 PM): hahaahaha + glitter
ImTheRealDeal99 (11:11:23 PM): wait a minute, are we talking shit on rick james our hero?
kickTMNTass (11:11:37 PM): no, we are remembering his playful soul
kickTMNTass (11:11:44 PM): and kickass life.
ImTheRealDeal99 (11:11:50 PM): okay good. cuz i was gonna say.. its time for our asses to be lynched.
kickTMNTass (11:11:55 PM): a tribute to Rick James.
ImTheRealDeal99 (11:12:00 PM): amen

this entry was entirely too long.                       peace ; )

p.s. i love jason ryan nesti, 11 months- best ever.   


Wednesday, July 21, 2004

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I started this xanga 698 days ago.

    boy oh boy time fuckin flies.

Bill is the man ( can you guess who got the picture to work? )

"I don't know what to say anymore except that I couldn't sleep last night because I knew that it is over between us. It is a different feeling for me, 'i cant say that its' one that I never expected, but looking back, I suppose it couldn't have ended another way. You and I were different yet you were the one who taught me the value of love. You showed me what it was like to care for another, and I am a better 'person' because of it. I don't want you to ever forget that. I am not bitter because of what has happened. On the contrary. I am secure in knowing that what we had was real, and I am happy we were able to come together for even a short period of time. And if, in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I will smile at you with joy 'and remember how we spent our time' and maybe, for a brief moment, you'll feel it too, and you'll smile back. savor the memories we will always share together. I love you" --Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

(( amazing movie. just thought id throw that in... ))

Bon-Air in 2 weeks, cant wait.

 

Love you Jay 





Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Thats right kids, I am now 16...sweet 16...the big 1-6, maybe not quite old enough to buy porn - or cigarettes - or alchohol, or do anything different than when i was 15, but hell im still enjoyin it!

Despite feeling like shit the whole day and leaving school early because of it, i still had an awesome birthday. Thanks for the cards, texts and notes ( my favorite being Stephen Michael Blickleys, " ur sweet, ur clever, i hope we stay best friends forever. " haha ohhh boy. ) Thanks to the grls + JD and Pfundster for singing at lunch, u guys are great, haha. Meg Moore, ur suprise was definitely very unexpected and incredible. -Finished all the candy within like 3 hours, lol and the CD is awesome. Thanks again! Gotta love Maria Tarves's screaming in the halls, and her persistance of letting everyone know that it was my birthday, haha ur lovely. And for the best part...Went home during 3rd block with  my throat killliinnngg, fell asleep for a little then woke up and went into my room to find it all decorated, balloons-roses, yeh the whole nine yards. Thanks Baby, love you so much.

So now im home, still sick and just chillen. Hopefully ill get better quick, the school has already sent home two " red flag " letters saying im absent too much...mother effers.

I cant wait for this weekend, I cant wait for Daytona with the Cheer Squad... Woodward and the summer. But that also means ill prob stop seeing my friends that go to South as much. I spend so much time with Faith Ashley and April, I have no idea what its gonna be like with out them. No matter what, friends forever...

            I miss Dan Bang.

                              I happen to like Dread Locks.

       Jess Burke drives her mom's mini-van illegally, whatta pimp.


Monday, February 16, 2004

______YoUr LifE______
[x] they call me: Abby
[x] also: abbs or ybbs
[x] sex: Female.
[x] birthday :
Feb 24, coming up ; )
[x] status: taken, <3 you jay.
[x] occupation: no job- no money- help me out?

[x] nationality: Reppin’ the Polish, German, Czech and who knows what else…
[x] homegirls: *Ashley-Jess-Cait-Faith-April-Martissa * you’re all lovely.

[x] most memorable memory: hm, that’s tough. All the shit that goes on down the shore, so much fun.
[x] worst?: lol when I cheered for tamanend and flew on my ass after doin a bunch of backhandsprings…it was hot as shit, let me tell you ; ]

[x] first word uttered: CAT! – a true genius in the makings.
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: Marisa Palladino, good times good times.

_______fAst fOrward_______
[x] college planning to go to: Good question. Sumwhere warm, I hope.
[x] future resident of: Hawaaiiii!
[x] children: sure y not.
[x] looking forward to: marrying a wealthy boy and not having to do jack shit. That’s not a crime, now is it?!
[x] NOT looking forward to: School tomorrow.

_______pLAy_______
[x] feeling: Tired, but satisfied. Amazing weekend.

[x] Listening: Three Days Grace, most excellent band.
[x] doing: absolutely nothing. (and loving it, might I add.)

[x] Talking to: Jay, Grundel, Faith  n JD.
[x] craving: Strawberry smoothie.

[x] thinking of: goin upstairs and takin a bath.

[x] hating: nothin really, its alllll good.

_______LOve?_______
[x] love is: undying.
[x] first love: Cool Whip. – doesn’t get much better than that.
[x] current love: you.
[x] love or lust?: ill take a little of each, thanks.
[x] best love song:
hot in hurrrre- Nelly.
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time?: no way jose.
[x] true or false: all you need is love:
true.

_______MaLE SpeCieS_______

[x] turn ons: Personality, Body, Smile.
[x] turn offs: don’t want no playas ; )
[x] what kinda hair style?: doesn’t matter much 2 me.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: parties? Wherever though, I guess.

[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: oh hell yeahhh I “holler” all the time to get my bitches.

________pIcky pIcky_______
[x] dog or cat: kittys.
[x] short or long hair: Shlong. Lol, what?!

[x] sunshine or rain: sunnnshineee, of course.
[x] moon or sun:
both.
[x] basketball or football: ballers.
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses:
kisses
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: quality over quantity, right
[x] tv or radio: computer.

[x] starbucks or jamba juice: jamba juice? WHATTTT.
[x] mcdonalds or burger king: mcky d’s is where its at
[x] written letters or e-mails: w\e floats ur boat.
 [x] disney or nickelodeon:
Disney, Finding Nemo is sweet as hell
[x] car or motorcycle: Car, I’d die on a motorcycle.
[x] house party or club: mmmm club
[x] sing or dance: dance
[x] freak or slow dance: freeeaak, we have fun. 
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: AIM buddy.
[x] google or ask jeeves?: Google.

_______MiSceLLaneOus_______
[x] can you swim?: like a fish.
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?:
lol Zach knows. My mom-the car, and that’s where I stop talking.
[x] what are you scared of?: not accomplishing what I want to, regretting what I have the ability to change, and losing the people I love.

[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: my casa?
[x] do you like tomatoes?: not I.
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 5, I think.
[x] how many phones?: cinq
[x] how many residents?: 4

[x] last dentist visit: not sure, I have one this week though.
[x] last phone call: Jay.

______YOUR LOOKS______
[x] Hair color: dirty blondish… it’s always changing though, I get bored with things easily.
[x]. Eye color? Brown.
[x] Height: 5'4" ish
[x] Do u wear contacts or glasses? Nope.
[x]. Do you have any piercing? One in the tongue, 4 in the ears. 
[x] Do you wear any rings/jewelry? Yeh, loads of bling, lol.

[x]. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Whatever is comfortable.

______JUST LATELY______
[x] How are you today? Swell,and urself?
[x]. What pants are you wearing right now? Woodward ones, my fav.
[x]. What shirt are you wearing right now? White tanktop, nothing special.
[x] What does your hair look like at the moment? Down and straight.
[x] What song are u listening to right now? Maroon 5- this love
[x] How is the weather right now?
freezing.
[x]. Last person you talked to on the phone? Wasn’t this asked already?
[x] Last Dream you can remember? Lol, that’s not to be shared.
 
[x] Who are you talking to right now? Ur a nigger. Stop repeating questions.
[x]. What time is it? 7:10 pm.

______More about YOU______
[x]. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 0148

[x]. If u were a crayon, what color would you be? Mellow yellow.
[x] Have you ever almost died? Yes, this old guy tried to rape me on the beach- not a laughing matter, mwaha.
[x]. What's the next CD you are going to buy? Jess highly recommends Incubus.
[x] What's the best advice ever given to you? Never give up.
[x]. Have u ever won any special award? Yep.
[x] What's the stupidest thing u ever done? Ah theres plenty to choose from.

[x]. If u could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Id stop myself from caring when people are ignorant.

[x]. Where do you shop the most? Idk.
[x] How many kids do you want to have? 3, I think.

[x] Shampoo? Herbal.
 [x] Do you have your own TV? U betcha

 [x] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Mmhm, or just my huge-ass cat.
[x] Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? yep
[x] Who do you dream about? Lol I dream about sum crazy people doin sum crazy shit.
[x]. Who do you tell your dreams to?
Mainly the grls.
[x] Who's the loudest friend you have? Faith or Ashley
[x] Who's the quietest friend? Cait, I guess.
[x]. Is cheerleading a sport? Yes fucker. 
 [x] Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Eggs are gross, so my vote goes for the chicken.

______YOU and LOVE______
[x] Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? Mmm hm.
[x]. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? Bermuda Bahamas, come on pretty mommas.
[x].. What do you like most on someone of the oppopsite sex? A Sense of humor, and a doped out bank account, haaaa.

 

______Pick One: THIS OR THAT______
[x]. Lights on/off? offfff.
[x]. Do u like scary or happy movies better? Scary.
[x].. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? Sublime.
[x].. On the phone or in person? in person
[x].. Paper or plastic?
“Stop bruising my vegetables. “
[x].. Sausage or pepperoni? Pupperoni. Lol ew, actually neither.
[x].. Chocolate or white milk? Chocolate ofcourse.
[x].. Root Beer or Dr. pepper? Dr. Pepper makes the world taste better.
[x].. Glass half full or half empty? half full, I try to be optimistic.
[x].. Tape or DVD: DVD, unless u live under a rock.
[x].. skiing or boarding? Boarding.
[x].. Cake or pie? Mmm sum of each.
[x]. Diamond or pearl? diamond
[x].. Sunset or sunrise: sunset.

____________Your FAVS____________
[x].. Color: pink, black, yellow.
[x].. food: spaghetti!
[x].. Fast Food: French fries are god.
[x].. Candy:
sour patch kids ;  )
[x]. Beverages?: rootbear float.
[x].. Ice Cream Flavor? Mint choc chip. Or Cotton Candy, yum.
[x]. Sport?
Gymnastics.
 [x]. number?
24
[x]. Radio station? 97.5, 102.1, 100.3
[x]. Band or singer? Band.
[x]. Fav. Actor or Actress? Adam Sandler, and the whole Reno 911 Crew.
[x].. Fav.day of the year? First day of summer.
[x]. Scent? Heaven.
[x]. Teacher? Mr. Smith is the shit.
[x]. Board Game? The sweet simplicity of Candy Land…
[x]. Saying? Fan fucking tastic.

 


Monday, January 26, 2004

After much ado, and plenty of beggin and bitchin for an update...here you are

Today-Snow Day-fan fucking tastic... me Jess n Cait ventured to Dippy Lous and then met up with Zach and walked to Jessies where Getz Steve and Joe were. Despite freezing our asses off on the way, it was a quality time to say the least. Then i went back to Jess's, where we chilled like negroes, and watched some more Aicha. Curious?Check it out...http://ebaumsworld.com/aicha.html Who knows whether or not that kid seriously thinks he sounds good, but either way its funny as hell.

Quoting Bill, im feelin like such a meterologist with all this weather shizat lately. Not so much cuz i care whats goin on with lovely mother nature, i just want off school. Who knows whats goin on with finals anymore...but in any case, me and the grls are going snowboarding friday, so ya cant go wrong. Ill post pictures from the excursion, as well as other random ones, as soon as i figure out how to.

Happy Birthday Faith, Cait, Ash, Ape and Jess...a little overdue, but why not throw it in here anyway? lol.

Cheers been alright, first comp in a week...we'll see how that goes. And how crazy is it that half of the year is already over? Im just counting down the days till summer... shore non-stop baby. U in?

Well im sure more has happened in the past few months, i just dont remember. The police\court system have until January 30th to tell me whether or not i have to wait until im 18 to get my license after that whole driving shizat in the summer. Lets hope i dont. And oh yeah.. congrats on the license Colin! .. my new best friend, haha.

* For you I rise and For you I fall... but lets face it, all good things must come to an end *

                                  laterrr  ; )

 



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